June 30, 2003
Troubled Times in Norlondar
These men are driving me crazy, I swear the only man who will ever share my heart again is Rutger, my trusted hawk. So many promises made and so few honoured, it's most disheartening.
It's difficult to keep up a smile for the people of Kjeldoran and its surrounding areas, it is so amazingly difficult. Each took a little piece of my heart and my spirit with them when they packed their bags and left and it takes every essence of everything taught to me by Morakai not to break down completely. Yet the citizens of the lands must see none of it.
I wonder if even I am strong enough to face these latest obstacles. The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak.
Morakai guide your daughter and grant her strength and stability.
Posted by Strega at June 30, 2003 03:45 AM